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i am okay without you. life feels so good right now. i can not stop smiling.
a lot has happened, i'll update soon. i'm seventeen now.

Dec. 14th, 2008

she makes me feel so much lighter (:

my heart hurts so bad and i'm becoming so incredibly disgusted with myself. i wish i could love me as much as emily does.

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Sep. 23rd, 2008

stomach is in knots

wish i could calm down, wish i could chill out, wish i could stop being such a fucking freak
wish i believed in trust
wish i believed in TRUTH



wish i was asleep.
we drove behind a semitruck today that said 'i use viagra' on the back bumper.
i got an 85 on my geom test. i guessed on like 10 problems.
i'm diggin life right now. the depression is still there but things are looking up. positivity positivity positivity.

Sep. 10th, 2008

jax is moving to arizona.

ps: my chest is collapsing and all i wanna do is sleep and sleep and sleep.

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i just got into an extremely petty fight with amber, and i can finally say that i am COMPLETELY 100% over her. in fact... i kind of hate her. no, not kind of. i DO hate her.

real update soon, i swearrrr!

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why do i never seem to learn that love is wrong and girls are fucking evil?




the ataris are my life right now.

Jul. 2nd, 2008

I'm not the one that you want, I'll only let you down.
And I'm pretty sure that you've caught on.
And you can say that 'Oh, I'm just feeling sorry for my...'
I think it's every time I walk into a room
a silence so sudden that I seem to hear it
(Smiles turn to frowns)
Contact saying that you are the rain on their parade.
And how long could you hang on to a word?
Tell me, how long could you hang on to a word?
I'm not the one that you want, I'll only let you down.
And I'm pretty sure that you've caught on.
And you can say that 'Oh, I'm just feeling sorry for myself'




i'll update again... soonish. i dunno. but i'll keep reading/commenting your entries(: