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i don't even know what to think. i was warned against getting back together with jax but i really thought that things would be okay this time. it's gone from "i love you and want to build a life with you" to "i never want to be with you again, don't get your hopes up" in the matter of two weeks. she's been so cruel and i am just letting her walk all over me. she knows i'm still wrapped around her finger. and i will be until i let her go but that seems so impossible at this point. before we got back together, i had made so much progress in the "living without her" category, but now i am right back where i started, if not even farther behind. she's so cold, so cold. i thought she was someone else. apparently, i am gullible. so easily fooled.

i don't even want to be touched anymore. everybody just back off.

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thespian15
Apr. 13th, 2009 03:38 am (UTC)
I am getting the urge to Bitch Slap somebody, and I don't mean you. Jax better not cross my path. :o
PLEASE move on without her, you deserve so much better.
HUGS, Jon
videolands
Apr. 13th, 2009 05:57 pm (UTC)
i know i say this a lot, but seriously, your comments always make me feel so much better. i don't know what i would do without you.


i really am trying to move on without her. this has gone on far too long, and i'm still so young. it's not worth it. but it's still hard. i am making progress though :D
thespian15
Apr. 14th, 2009 01:40 am (UTC)
One day at a time. You don't have to make drastic changes or anything like that. Just keep moving forward. :)
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